This is about the girl in her bedroom who poses in front of the camera she's awkwardly holding in her outstretched hand. She'll take a hundred photos until coming up with one she's happy with, which inevitably looks nothing like her, and after she's done poring over images of herself, will post one on her myspace page and then write something like " I don't give a f*ck what you think about me. "
This is about the person trying out for American Idol, who while going off about how confident they are that they were born ready to sing in front of the world, are trembling so badly they can hardly breathe.
This is about me, a guy who on February 28, 2009 tried to convince you to wrap yourself in the silver lining of any situation, and exactly one month later spews out one of the most hopeless and despondent posts that is really unlike me.
I have never seen a bigger contradiction than "The Frontal Lobe".
I think I'll stick to the silver lining though.
Note to self:
When upset, do yourself a favor and sing "blackbird" or "life is a song" to yourself. If you don't like the tone, go bake brownies.
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Haha bro, I think we all go through that, if you still need to talk about that thing u wanted to talk about just hit me up, I'll make some time.
ReplyDeleteFunny thing is, the sermon my pastor gave today was about how when we're in depression we should praise and be thankful to god, and how he listens and all that. It's very intriguing when my prayers are answered in the most unexpected times :|
Anyways, I dont wanna get all philosophical in a comment to one of ur posts so ill end it here.
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ReplyDeleteYou must be one tough kid to hold onto that perspective. This feeling, you'd think I'd be used to it by now.
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